yea so the end is near suposely
but i try to evade it and be happy when i can and enjoy my family and my friends because i know that some day i wont see them any more and every stupid thing will remind me of them and every time i will cry and miss the people i grew up with, and the new family that i got and the family that its not so great but i even love the most psychotic of them (my mom) even if it dost look like it some times.I try to show my love to each of them specially my grandma who i know needs to have the urge to feel love from the ones she loves... People think that all the things from revelations aren't near but there actually more near than what they think.
I always think that im going to miss the most my brothers and sister (karla) and my cousin alex. and i will always regret the time that i did int spent with my brothers andres and sergio and regret not baking JB up the first time he had weed... i shouldn't have told on him... we were pretty close before i did. But its growing back on slowly.
I will always rgret telling my dad that he was a bad father and not saying im soory to him... because of my pride :(
ill always regret not looking more for my guela ramona and my cousins.
ill always regret loosing time and not achieving all the things that i wanted to like kikboxing taichi confu modeling running endless miles without getting tired... i will miss that the most
but 4 the most i will miss my dad he was like my first true friend and still is to this day we can talk almost about anything.
I will miss my other mom, minnie my step mom ; with out her i wouldnt know whats a mother like ... my mom hasnt given that to me but still i know she loves me ... but minie made me the mom that i will be the care loving one that cannot stop mimando and making there babys feel better... she was the kind of mom that dressed alike with me when we went out shopping... i mean if i would get ponytails she would get them two... i love her to death... i will miss the most that wen i was crying she would be there for me telling me what was right and what was wrong. With my head on her lap crying so hard and she always making me fell better.
I will also miss my tios there the best boath of them... i know they love me unconditionally like no other.
i will miss my mom trying really hard to be a mom... i will apriciate that for ever even dough today its hard to even talk to her or hug her.
my most miss memorie will be elementary school my best friend Yanshua i will miss her sooo much! there are little memories in my life that don't include her :( shes like my black sister my other side y diabolical side and im like her angelic side...
im goona cry my self to sleep for a long! time after these thing happends...
I would also miss the friends thet make my day the best day ever! like Xavier Zuly Misael Eric...
the ones i will miss the most are xavier and Zuly just because they are like my brothers they enjoy the same things i do they are lovable and all together we are like brothers:(
i will miss Zuly a lot because she has been a role model for me my hole life, and shes just like me she likes old scool shes adventures and she likes history a lot! just like i do specialy greek mitology and egipcian shit :D
i dont know what the fuck to do !!
i will miss karla M. just because shes like the big sis that i didint had... she likes most of the things i like and she reminds me a lot of Zuly... Sinse the first time i meet her she has been there for me shes like super caring and the best person ever; I have lots of fun with her por ke es un tripeo y le puedo hablar de lo ke sea will miss her a lot if she leaves me here cn emma ... theres not going to be anyone else ke se lo tipee cmo yo lo pienso lol...
ill miss my PR and the places ill never get to go ...
Someimes i would like to dye with all of them but if god wants me to survive with mi love then u know be it ... I know emma will be the one who will protect me always... te amo bb
i just know for a fact ke cuando yo este there and there here i will need antydepreives a strengt shirt and sleeping peels...
I love you people i wish that u were to continue to be in my life and not leave me here ...:(
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they and i will not leave you, i speak for everyone when i say we love you!
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