why must the truth hurt so much why is it that one does not want to be told that they are acting like the one who gave them life why must it hurt so much when u tell a mother that u are not like them at all why must God torture me with this mental condition standing by my side... at one time whispering in my ear an at the next screaming its lungs out why does it seem that i have to pick sides or teams... or else ill just be left alone, battling against all of there rage all of there fears and actions. THATS IT! aim putting my foot down aim tiered of being push arroud and of hearing these mental condition talking non sense in the back of my neck were i can feel the warm air coming out of its mouth!!! aim tiered i feel exhausted hopeless. i feel like my blood its too dence and every day it gets worse i cannot ignore it or evade it anymore Whats family anyways? can somebody show me? i wouldn't like to make the same mistake that they have over the years... i am tiered weir is the union? Im soory for what i said that hurt you i just can take your condition anymore i don't know how to deal with your sickness i want to deal with it but i cant i love you just for the fact that... but the truth is that i don't really know you and you guys don't really know me I know you love me because you have shown me... i do not know how hard is it for a mother to hear the truth from her daughter but i want you to know that it hurts me a lot and it troubles me often when we don't talk for weeks.
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:( it must suck....and really hard to deal with. Pero just know that she does love and and that it isn't really her when she acts that way....the disorder she has is very controlling and hard to keep under control, sometimes nearly impossible....te amo mucho and i know she loves you too.
i know thanks babe i love u
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