mental getaway

hmm.. well yes i find it funny because i love to stare at nature i look at its details and even in my mind sometimes i question God's work i tell him how the plant that he made would look better some other way. And its funny because every time i do this i find a plant that looks like just how i pictured the other one would look better. I find nature as a mental getaway as a connection of peace were i can just connect with God and all of my problems just go away i disconnect my self from the materialistic and human world and i myself become part of nature i enjoy every second of it and every detail....I think that every person in the world should have like his "happy place" where they could just get rid of there problems and stop thinking for a second... start enjoying the breeze on there faces and looking at the good and positive things in life.

Ive noticed that these "happy place" of mine has given me like almost a care free mind were you think if its worth to rush your self over something that doesn't really matter. It has also helped me known which are the things that really do matter but that i should take things easy in order to achieve peace within these problems and resolve them. dough nature isn't the only thing thats has helped me with these, my dad is the one person who has given me this perspective in life, were i shouldn't rush things and i should be patient and polite with others. I find that aim soured of misplaced in my house because everybody in it get pissed off by little thing, they aren't plight nor comprehensive , and always! everything is a rush. THANK GOD I DID INT CAME OT LIKE THEY DID LOL.
By the way i dont live with my dad so i think it makes it wearder that i came out like diferent even from him ... w/e